there is that moment as I look up at her, legs spread over my hips, and see this dichotomy of connectedness … her eyes closed as she chases that thought, that image, that feeling which will push her over the edge, lost in another world …. yet, as I look along my body, along me, inside her, there is infinte connection, that place of immeasurable contact, the source of (i’m sure) similar jolts of joy spreading through each of us, the source of the thought, the feeling, her lost in us … it’s a moment i would love to have last forever…